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i don't even know if i can write this.... My husband died on thursday. He killed himself and i found him. which i really don't understand cuz we were so happy. we have a beautiful house 3 beautiful kids and we were so in love. I dont' want this to be reality! i dont want to have to be alone. i just want my husband back! i dont want to have to tell my daughter about her father to know her. He should be here cuz they love each other so much... ok yeah can't do this....