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So i was suppost to have my graduation yesturday, but on wensday i get a call from my school saying that my externship droped me cuz i have missed to many days, even tho my externship told me it was ok that i was gone because i had a bad cold, but they couldn't reinstate me in extership cuz i had no prof of why i was out. So now i have to wait til nov 15 to start my extership all over again and because of that i wasnt able to walk yesturday. I kinda feel like a failure cuz my whole family came out here to see me graduate then two days before it happends i find out im not. My mom says its just a family reunin and celebrating me having a baby but its just not the same. And im trying to just put it besides me but its kinda hard when one of my bestfriends calls me and tells me everyone was asking where i was. And then it really doesn't help that my family still gets me my graduation present, which is a laptop, and i dont feel like i deserve it, but i love my family for still being proud of me. but it kinda feels good to get some of this off my chest. i still have one other problem, but its not something i can talk about right now. but about my pregnancy, its going really good. im starting to show, i look preggos. Im at 3 months now. and i think im finally over my morning sickness thank god, but now im just eatting. lol but i gotta go cuz i should get back to my family.