Mar 20, 2007 20:56
So, in the midst of preparing for my interview with Kraft tomorrow, I was doing some thinking. Last Friday the necklace that Raj had given me for our 1 year last april broke. I think that was the sign I needed. At the time I kinda freaked out a little because it had grown to be my fav necklace, but looking back on that now it was more of a last straw sorta deal. I realized people are right I really dont need him and I can do better. I suppose it was just easier to hold on than let go.
So, consider this my official letting go. Starting right now at 9pm I'm cutting him off cold turkey for awhile. Not by any means will this be forever because I still somewhat consider him to be a good friend. But, at least for a week or 2. Long enough that it gives me time to get out there and explore the world of guys at MSU, find something new to occupy my time, and long enough that he might actually miss me (either that or not care at all, I'll soon find out).
I know I've said this before, but this time I think I really am ready to move on.