Jul 29, 2005 00:15
Even get anxiety from what a person does in response to what you just said or did. However small the reaction to what you just did or said? I'm getting that right now. Its making me mad at myself that I'm reading into other peoples actions to much. Or perhaps Im just being perspective. I don't know either way I feel just well aweful. Its weird I know when someone is dismissive of me usually and I dont mind. But I think Im reading disdain. And I care not to have disdain from this particular person. Is confrontation the corrct action or is avoidance better. I'm gona have to go with avoidance right now. I just need to step back and take things at face value. Oh well. Its good to just type things out very theraputic.