it's not going to stop....

[dryer_bunnie]

I wonder how much I could possibly hide without loosing all sense of self completely. Creamy liquids, powder and thick black lines...pink, purple, yellow and white. All which psychologically make me feel good about myself...then again, that's their purpose. They serve me well. I don't like this. Wait, I do like this, I just feel shameful admitting

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[lindseylou33]

Do you remember a month or so ago when I was negative and unhappy? Remember the long conversation we had that supposedly should never have happened? I'm glad it did. It was a huge wake up call for me... made me realize that life is too short to dwell on stupid things and just get out and have fun. Since then, I've been getting out more. Even though my schedule is extremely tight, I still find time to get out and enjoy myself in the presence of my lovely friends. Maybe you should do the same sometimes, too. I feel more important and special when I am with friends. They never fail to make me happy and feel great about myself.... I want to spread the happiness to you

[dryer_bunnie]

The thing is..

I'm not unhappy. I know i'm not unhappy. I'm very content and pleased with the way things are going in my life...sometimes, it just feels like a piece of me is missing. The piece that used to light a room up with her smile and charm...hahaha. Or maybe I never did that in the first place and am just imagining it. Hmm. Maybe I watch too many movies. I want the movie life. And don't say that 'i'm the better person'...that's not true. We both have a our high and low points. We're equals. Thank you so much for this comment, Lindsey. It means a lot. Honestly. I hope that no one thinks I wrote this entry to get sympathy. I really didn't. Honest feedback. That would be nice. Encouragment, maybe. Sympathy? Nah.

love always,

Audrey.

[aaronjasper]

Lindsey = Deeper than Me.

But yes. We need you here, butthole! So uh..stick around. ;)

I love you. :D

[dryer_bunnie]

Yeah..Lindsey it totally more deep...but that's okay. I'm not going anywhere...? Did I miss the memo?

I Love you, too.

Audrey

[perfect_zero79]

Well you are really good to talk to about things. You always listen to my farfetched problems about people & why they piss me off so much. Most of the time you understand how I feel about things. You don't put me down for not liking somebody that everybody adores. You're one of the few people I can actually go to about things. You're a wealth of knowledge & your knowledge of out of work actors & actresses ALMOST matches mine. Thanks for being a good friend to me & listening to me.

-Chris-

[dryer_bunnie]

Almost..but not quite ;)

You're one of my favorite people, Chris. You alwways put a smile on my face.