I know I said I would not be updating this more this week, but I fibbed I guess, things have come up and I needed to make an entry to clear my thoughts or at least let things be put down in writing
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IF there is a god,he is crying...as i am
anonymous
March 21 2002, 10:33:20 UTC
I can sum it up in three words....I LOVE YOU
and yes,i still am reading your journal,to keep up with you,and somehow find out what is going on in the life of my soulmate.
i too,again,wear the ring after deciding yesterday to put it back on.
the perfect thing that our souls and bodies have built,let not my father or time tear down.i anxiously await the time until i can see you again.
Your journal is the one thing of only a couple that have kept me sane.i am indescribably glad to know that i still have your love,which is something i have worried about constantly. my father has snatched from me the one thing that i needed to make my life totally complete.regardless of what he says(and there has been much slandering and emotional abuse from him in the past few weeks),i will never forget our love,and i count down eagerly the days till we can be together again.i sleep with the frog that you gave me,as a reminder and I in some way,have you close to me.i am INCREDIBLY grateful,also to your friends who have helped you where i could not~
I will meet you in my heart then princessdryadisvesperiMarch 22 2002, 00:13:20 UTC
I knew you felt the same, I just had that feeling inside, and i'm so glad to know that my heart doesn't deceive me. Like I said, I don't know exactly where the next year will take both of us, and I don't know if in a year my mind or even yours will not be changed, but as of right now, I hope and pray that they won't be. I have never met a single girl in my entire life that I could get as close to in mind and body as you Jilly, and I will continue to go back to the place in my heart where I can meet up with you.
Re: I will meet you in my heart then princessdryadisvesperiMarch 22 2002, 10:22:34 UTC
no matter what happens with this custody battle(more like full fledged war that i have coming up),keep me posted about what is happening with you,and i will continue to read.even if things DO change,which i don't foresee them changing right now,i still want us to be the best of friends,resuming that part of the relationship that we had before "the epitomy of evil" intervened.hopefully you have something around that will remind you of me,and not let you forget me! :)you're in my thoughts and in my heart of hearts...
good luck with one of the biggest things in your life right now..
anonymous
March 22 2002, 10:29:08 UTC
I hope everything goes well with your concert.i only wish that i could be there with you,in the front row,experiencing it with you. when this "sentence of seperation" is over,we'll have to work on destroying my concert "virginity",as far as seeing you in concert goes.how does that sound?and how about getting back to some of our other stuff,you know?i remember vividly the last time we went spelunking,and things like that are always great to do again...and again...and again...hehehe.lots of love
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and yes,i still am reading your journal,to keep up with you,and somehow find out what is going on in the life of my soulmate.
i too,again,wear the ring after deciding yesterday to put it back on.
the perfect thing that our souls and bodies have built,let not my father or time tear down.i anxiously await the time until i can see you again.
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I are my driving force.
you are my girl.
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