To new happenings...perhaps new beginnings...

[dryadisvesperi]

I finally have gotten a great weight off my shoulders, and the outcome of doing so turned out much better than anticipated. It seems she understands me better than I assumed, And for that I will always love her. Shit is gonna change in my life and I can finally see for myself where life is going to take me. Thanx for being there and

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it's me...

[anonymous]

even though i do not know your friend dave that well,just from reading his last comment i think that he is a good friend to you. after thinking,i'm not sure that i did the right thing for our situation,but i know i did what felt right in my heart.hopefully this will not drive a "wedge" between us as he so rightly put it. you sounded kind of mad on the phone,and i'm not sure if it was because of me,or what,but i hope that everything works out.i WILL continue to wear the ring,because whatever happens you will always be a part of me.who knows,maybe Randy Marie will make you see what we had together,and my new experiences will lead me to the same thing.i just to think that we destroyed the good thing we had,but who knows yet what the future holds.come to think of it,with us breaking up,my dad did get exactly what he wanted,and it really irks me that even though he doesn't know about it,there'll always be him saying "i told you so" in the back of my mind.whatever your friends may say about us,please don't let it influence you in any way.you have me on your side,and you have dave,and just know that we will support you no matter what you do.(speaking for him,i hope he doesn't mind!)someone once said that if you love something,if you let it go,it will always end up coming back.so i guess i should look at this as the ultimate test,right?by the way,i had an "interesting" experience that i'll have to tell you about the next time i talk to you,but it was sensual and also extremely sad,because it lacked an element of you that i can't explain.well,i'm gonna go before i start to cry and doubt myself all over again.love~Jillian