Aug 24, 2002 14:47
I finally have gotten a great weight off my shoulders, and the outcome of doing so turned out much better than anticipated. It seems she understands me better than I assumed, And for that I will always love her. Shit is gonna change in my life and I can finally see for myself where life is going to take me. Thanx for being there and understanding, and thanx for being in my life- I wish for us to always be the best of friends, where ever we go in life.
As for other things, I don't know- I feel kinda enlightened and a bit artistic in mood right now- I'm thinking it's song writing time, cause I have a lot of shit to get out in some good words.
Jillian, I miss you already, and I'm glad we came to the same insight on the whole thing. I wish you the best in your endeavors and to be happy no matter what comes up. And just don't lose touch, and I'll promise not to lose touch with you also.
The table is clear for the time being, time to whip out the cards and start playing a new hand and see where it brings us.
P.S. - i got your message on my phone, and i still plan on keeping that ring on my finger- cause it's part of me now. I will never forget it, thus i'll never stop wearing it. - But i won't hold it against you if you wanted to ever take yours off- but It means something to me if you do decide to leave it on- i think that is awesome if you did leave it on. - Anyway, k- i'm gonna go now- call me if you'd like still- but i figured i'd save you a phone call, cause i'm not into bothering people at work - kinda rude.