To new happenings...perhaps new beginnings...

[dryadisvesperi]

I finally have gotten a great weight off my shoulders, and the outcome of doing so turned out much better than anticipated. It seems she understands me better than I assumed, And for that I will always love her. Shit is gonna change in my life and I can finally see for myself where life is going to take me. Thanx for being there and

Comments

[davetelly]

I am not going to even pretend I know what is going on in your head. I am just going to lay things flat out for you. I don't know what you and Jilian are going through. I don't know why you two have chosen to go your seperate ways. I don't know what it is about you that causes you to always look for the bigger better deal, but thats who you are. I just want to say a few things because I think I am your friend and it is a friends duty to tell you how he feels about something. If not then you should probably stop reading right now and just delete this. Love of the kind that you spoke of in entries past is a rare and beautiful thing. It comes along only once maybe twice a lifetime. You have been blessed enough to have had it twice. I know the who was the first time and I know that you and her have driven a wedge between the two of you that simply will never go away. I never really got to know the second. From what I understand though the two of you have been seperated by her parents. Here is what I think of what the two of you are doing. You are both letting the seperation drive a wedge between the two of you. You are both doing exactly what her parents, and your doubting friends thought you would do. I guess what I am really tring to say is this very simple thing. If you two had not been seperated as you have been you would not be splitting up right now. You would be happily together. If you think me wrong or foolish thats fine, but I know what I have and I know that I will not loose it for anything in the world. I am just worried that you might be doing the very thing that will turn your life upside down, and not in a good way. You are welcome to disagree.

Your Friend
Dave