Moving on...
Ok so after my last post on Valentine's Day things took a turn for the better. Turns out my phone as usual decides to go psycho at the total wrong time, and stop letting me get my messages...
So Mat called and turns out he'd txt me like 4 times...
He came over n we watched films, not chick flicks, more Evil Dead kinda thing, n got a chinese... almost the first thing each of us said was that we were v. drunk night before n dont remember much... we let sleeping dogs lie.
Had a really good night, just doing what we've been doing for the last few weeks really. Didnt mention valentine's day too much... annie went to su n we had place to ourselves which was nice.
In a way I'm glad of what happened on tues. NOTHING is going to happen with John, and I have realised just how much I like Mat. We are so comfortable with each other, and although he doesnt get my music n I dont get his, we just get each other I guess... like friends do who've known each other almost 3 years.
I find myself letting my guard down with him, little by little showing him how much I am starting to like him.
Mellon I know you are right, and for once I am actually agreeing with you!! lol
Slept in all day today cos didnt get to sleep till after 8ish, so didnt book doc's appointment, clean my room, wash clothes, or most importantly go to Futures n pay my rent... now I think I got an extra £30 fine... fuckin idiot.
Went to work in Canal Club tonight, was good, as knew loadsa ppl. N Aaron n me get on well, n steve says it's aout time they hired some good barmaids n I better be in on Sat.N the work itself is piss-easy. It's just next week I worrying about, finishing at bout 4.30 am n gotta be at work in wednesfield at 8.30.
James, cant believe all I've just read about tonight!! That's so unlike her...
Anyway, I think you've got a good attitude towards the whole thing... you are free n single n deserve someone who wants you as much as you want them.... n maria?? Where the hell did that come from??! lol
Miriam, am so sorry that lately havent been able to talk to you properly, so much has been goin on here n you keep catching me at times I just cant stay on phone!! I know you are doing the whole walls-up-brave-I'm-fine thing... but I know you well enough to know that we need a proper talk. And the timing just fuckin sucks...I'm going ice skating tomorrow at 2 n then out for pimps n hoes in the su at about 11... if you call me sometime between 6 and 10 I should be in. <3
k, should try n catch some shut-eye....
x x
So Mat called and turns out he'd txt me like 4 times...
He came over n we watched films, not chick flicks, more Evil Dead kinda thing, n got a chinese... almost the first thing each of us said was that we were v. drunk night before n dont remember much... we let sleeping dogs lie.
Had a really good night, just doing what we've been doing for the last few weeks really. Didnt mention valentine's day too much... annie went to su n we had place to ourselves which was nice.
In a way I'm glad of what happened on tues. NOTHING is going to happen with John, and I have realised just how much I like Mat. We are so comfortable with each other, and although he doesnt get my music n I dont get his, we just get each other I guess... like friends do who've known each other almost 3 years.
I find myself letting my guard down with him, little by little showing him how much I am starting to like him.
Mellon I know you are right, and for once I am actually agreeing with you!! lol
Slept in all day today cos didnt get to sleep till after 8ish, so didnt book doc's appointment, clean my room, wash clothes, or most importantly go to Futures n pay my rent... now I think I got an extra £30 fine... fuckin idiot.
Went to work in Canal Club tonight, was good, as knew loadsa ppl. N Aaron n me get on well, n steve says it's aout time they hired some good barmaids n I better be in on Sat.N the work itself is piss-easy. It's just next week I worrying about, finishing at bout 4.30 am n gotta be at work in wednesfield at 8.30.
James, cant believe all I've just read about tonight!! That's so unlike her...
Anyway, I think you've got a good attitude towards the whole thing... you are free n single n deserve someone who wants you as much as you want them.... n maria?? Where the hell did that come from??! lol
Miriam, am so sorry that lately havent been able to talk to you properly, so much has been goin on here n you keep catching me at times I just cant stay on phone!! I know you are doing the whole walls-up-brave-I'm-fine thing... but I know you well enough to know that we need a proper talk. And the timing just fuckin sucks...I'm going ice skating tomorrow at 2 n then out for pimps n hoes in the su at about 11... if you call me sometime between 6 and 10 I should be in. <3
k, should try n catch some shut-eye....
x x