Today so far...

[drunkirishkid]

Well today so far has been shite. Got up at 1ish.. txt mat, he didnt reply. Then John called me, to apologise for everything last night. He said that he really does care about me and he doesnt want to lose me as a friend, and that first thing he thought of this morning is what an idiot he has been, again. I spoke to him for about 20 mins on the phone, and I told him I was happy with Mat. He wished me a happy valentines day and then we left it at that.
I went back to bed cos still feel so ill.... just up a little while now. I've txt Mat again and still no reply...I can only assume he's either still asleep or not talking to me... I am guessing it is the latter.
Valentine's Day Sucks. x