i'm still learning

Oct 16, 2001 21:39

i've had a lot more time on my hands lately since i've been doing my homework earlier. i don't know if i like that or not. livejournal is lot more crowded in the late evenings- such as now.

PSATs- i skipped a lot. probably the hardest standardized test i've ever taken. challenging i should say, which i couldn't help but relish. i loved the reading passages. i was actually surprised at the kind of vocabulary in the verbal section- surprised because i didn't know some of it. versimilitude?

anyway, the test was relatively short. filling out the student info took up a lot of time. i was surprised when the asked for religion. "no afiliation or preference" for me.

the rest of the day went by pretty slowly. damn, i have to come up with ideas for a play we'll be doing in english. i think about it if there's suddenly thunder in the middle of the night and wakes me up. and we have the napoleon trial in history. joy. gym tomorrow. release.

i saw amadeo....i'm pretty sure he noticed me because at one point he suddenly became more reserved, placing a hand beside his mouth....i wonder what drives him....

jordan was definitely a little more mellow. i think- now this is just my own private analyzation, mind- that the personality he portrays with his friends is not him entirely. the only thing i've heard him talk to the kids in the back of the bus about is pot, which is probably the sole thing they have in common. his other interests he keeps to himself- as he sat behind me today he mouthed the words to a song that only he heard but didn't care to share with anyone else while others on the bus sang aloud to their music. at first, i thought he put his values in hollow things, but i think he puts most of his value in himself- which could be just as hollow.

just a thought

stalking, amadeo

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