you recognize my suttle touch....
last night....i brought myself down. but whateveri know when ill be satisfied. tonight....i something that ive done in the past that made me miss what i had even if it wouldve never worked. i was too young to know what i was losing and how it would affect me now. but i always manage to fuck stuff up somehow. well not always but generally. to the people that mean the most to me. nothing i can do now that would make me look better in their eyes so ill get over it. i have no idea why i even thought about it tonight. it was a random procrastination of mine.
(that has nothing to do with erin murray seeing as some people link all my sorrows to her....fuck you)
otherwise i had fun tonight with stephanie surginer, steph p. and james even though they sucked face while i watched punk'd. that gave me thinking time. it was good stuff i like meeting new people and getting to know them. even though im "not aloud to talk to her" haha hopefully ill be able to hang out with jackie tomorow seeing as i dont work on sundays anymore. i havent hung out with her in a while and id like to. this journal is slowly turning into a journal for me. im starting to just type and not care what i say....just let my feelings go. shibby....
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(that has nothing to do with erin murray seeing as some people link all my sorrows to her....fuck you)
otherwise i had fun tonight with stephanie surginer, steph p. and james even though they sucked face while i watched punk'd. that gave me thinking time. it was good stuff i like meeting new people and getting to know them. even though im "not aloud to talk to her" haha hopefully ill be able to hang out with jackie tomorow seeing as i dont work on sundays anymore. i havent hung out with her in a while and id like to. this journal is slowly turning into a journal for me. im starting to just type and not care what i say....just let my feelings go. shibby....
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