Originally I was going to sit here and berate you for everything under the sun that went wrong between us. But it's really not worth it.
I've apologized already for my actions that afternoon. You don't deserve another one. I have already put most of what went on between us out of my mind. And once again, like I asked you to do before, you couldn't just leave the book closed.
Maybe you hurt me too? Hmm...all summer I tried to treat you the best I possibly could. I took you out, I brought you places with my friends at camp, and I tried to make you happy, but all you did was act as though I was going to leave you just like the last few guys had. I left my cousin's graduation party to be with you in June. I left my grandmother's break-fast on Yom Kippur to see you. You said and did stupid things just like I did, yet I stuck around...through EVERYTHING that we went through at camp, outside of Menorah, and afterwards. Obviously you've purposely forgotten about all of that.
We all do stupid things. And at least I'm able to admit that what I said and did last semester was in fact dumb and that I know I hurt you. We were both hurt by each other. People stop dating all the time, and in this case it wasn't one person who did everything wrong. It was the both of us who were stubborn idiots. Obviously I'm the only one mature enough to accept that I screwed up, too.
I'm going to end this with the same words you said to me when you put a stop to our dating to go out with Evan in October...I didn't love you. I never loved you. And I still don't.
I've apologized already for my actions that afternoon. You don't deserve another one. I have already put most of what went on between us out of my mind. And once again, like I asked you to do before, you couldn't just leave the book closed.
Maybe you hurt me too? Hmm...all summer I tried to treat you the best I possibly could. I took you out, I brought you places with my friends at camp, and I tried to make you happy, but all you did was act as though I was going to leave you just like the last few guys had. I left my cousin's graduation party to be with you in June. I left my grandmother's break-fast on Yom Kippur to see you. You said and did stupid things just like I did, yet I stuck around...through EVERYTHING that we went through at camp, outside of Menorah, and afterwards. Obviously you've purposely forgotten about all of that.
We all do stupid things. And at least I'm able to admit that what I said and did last semester was in fact dumb and that I know I hurt you. We were both hurt by each other. People stop dating all the time, and in this case it wasn't one person who did everything wrong. It was the both of us who were stubborn idiots. Obviously I'm the only one mature enough to accept that I screwed up, too.
I'm going to end this with the same words you said to me when you put a stop to our dating to go out with Evan in October...I didn't love you. I never loved you. And I still don't.
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