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Things I've been thinking about recently...
Some people that are my age did not deserve to graduate kinder garden. The most important think that you're supposed to learn by the spring of that year is how to write your name and how to share your toys. There are individuals who cannot seem to grasp the concept that they should share. Its not like they have to share their money or anything, I'm talking about their time, their experiences and most importantly their friendship. I mean why when two people are friends and want to get together with other people the people they get together with are one or the other's friends, not both. Why cant one friend share with another?
Ex: At friend A's birthday party friend B meets A's friends D and C. friend B has brought their friend E. Later on that week A, B and D hang out. Pretty soon A is hanging out with E on their own and B is hanging out with D and C on their own. Then when A and B are alone together B says I'm hanging out with E tonight and A assumes since they're together and B is talking about later that night that they're invited. However when A asks what time they would be returning B says that E is not A's friend and that A is not invited to hang out with B and E.
Does this make sence to you?
I've also decided that I'm lazy. Well I 'I've known this for some time but have just come to the realization that I enjoy it. I don't think that I should. I think I need to get out more but don't know how. I dislike driving everywhere and cant really go anyplace where I live because we live far away from the center of town. I don't enjoy working out at the gym either so this doesn't help in my health that much. I enjoy taking walks with my dog, however she's getting old and likes to sleep a lot. I asked my mom about doing some craft projects so that I can contribute some of my time. She told me to relax and clean my room. I need to do my laundry but don't see a reason to do it, its not like I'd go naked without doing it.
I'm attracted to someone who's at least 4 years and 2 months younger than me. And I'm kicking myself because it doesn't really matter to me, I'm disciplined enough not to create a situation where it would be uncomfortable. However, because of the age gap, society deems it illegal and disgusting for a relationship to evolve out of it. I'm not even sure how the person feels about myself and yet already my peers taunt me about it. I admit to having dated a lot of "floozies" in my day, but who's to say that they're another. I'm very disgruntle about it, mainly because every time I mention them or something concerning them I receive a disgusted look. I'm not the only person in my social circle to have dated losers before but no one seems to remember that. I'm not the first person to date someone younger than them, and I don't even know if we are dating. Its not like I'm some sick pedophile wanting to corrupt this person. Quite the opposite. I never got the loving relationship because I deemed them stupid and shallow. Even if nothing happens between us I'd rather them know that I'm there for them no matter what, even if its not in the romantic sence.
So enough.
I'm going to bed.
Comment away.
Some people that are my age did not deserve to graduate kinder garden. The most important think that you're supposed to learn by the spring of that year is how to write your name and how to share your toys. There are individuals who cannot seem to grasp the concept that they should share. Its not like they have to share their money or anything, I'm talking about their time, their experiences and most importantly their friendship. I mean why when two people are friends and want to get together with other people the people they get together with are one or the other's friends, not both. Why cant one friend share with another?
Ex: At friend A's birthday party friend B meets A's friends D and C. friend B has brought their friend E. Later on that week A, B and D hang out. Pretty soon A is hanging out with E on their own and B is hanging out with D and C on their own. Then when A and B are alone together B says I'm hanging out with E tonight and A assumes since they're together and B is talking about later that night that they're invited. However when A asks what time they would be returning B says that E is not A's friend and that A is not invited to hang out with B and E.
Does this make sence to you?
I've also decided that I'm lazy. Well I 'I've known this for some time but have just come to the realization that I enjoy it. I don't think that I should. I think I need to get out more but don't know how. I dislike driving everywhere and cant really go anyplace where I live because we live far away from the center of town. I don't enjoy working out at the gym either so this doesn't help in my health that much. I enjoy taking walks with my dog, however she's getting old and likes to sleep a lot. I asked my mom about doing some craft projects so that I can contribute some of my time. She told me to relax and clean my room. I need to do my laundry but don't see a reason to do it, its not like I'd go naked without doing it.
I'm attracted to someone who's at least 4 years and 2 months younger than me. And I'm kicking myself because it doesn't really matter to me, I'm disciplined enough not to create a situation where it would be uncomfortable. However, because of the age gap, society deems it illegal and disgusting for a relationship to evolve out of it. I'm not even sure how the person feels about myself and yet already my peers taunt me about it. I admit to having dated a lot of "floozies" in my day, but who's to say that they're another. I'm very disgruntle about it, mainly because every time I mention them or something concerning them I receive a disgusted look. I'm not the only person in my social circle to have dated losers before but no one seems to remember that. I'm not the first person to date someone younger than them, and I don't even know if we are dating. Its not like I'm some sick pedophile wanting to corrupt this person. Quite the opposite. I never got the loving relationship because I deemed them stupid and shallow. Even if nothing happens between us I'd rather them know that I'm there for them no matter what, even if its not in the romantic sence.
So enough.
I'm going to bed.
Comment away.