just fucking radiant...
i want horsepower, and traction. then i want to do a burnout like in my avatar. i want to race, but i can't. my frickin wagon is rollin on tires that don't even stick in the wet. i'm talking wheelhop and spinning, from bloody stop signs! not trying! and i only have ~100hp. what the hell! if i buy nice tires, i can roll em for what, a month, two months, before i have to go back to my slipr0-max supremes for the impending snow, and when i bring the omlet up here in dec. what can i do? nothing, sort it out and paint it or something like that. not drive it , that's for sure!
no, instead of tires and turbos, i the past 2 weeks, i've spent $1200 on a boiler, $320 on some roofing work, $140 on a bed for Y., soon to drop like 800-1200 on radiators and plumbing shit, and countless other oddities on house and home that add up to nearly 10 Gs. where the hell are my priorities?!! yeah, it'll pay off when we sell in 3 years, but i could've gone out and bought an EVO or STi in cash, fuck that, i still could, but here i am, i won't even buy decent tires for my frickin wagon?! there's gotta be somethign wrong with me. so...
i had R make a list of all the things she likes and doesnt' like then rate them 1-10. then i did it to compare, and to mainly show her that she's totally not becoming me. this opened my eyes a little, or more than a little, in that i don't like a not too many things, but quite resolved about it. mostly not people. it seemed like overwhelmingly not people. not surprising if you know me well. hanging with my friends only ranked a 7. right up there with things like sunshine. i mean, where the hell are my priorities? oh, wait, i CAN'T hang with my friends. mike, you're the exception, you have your own category, which brings you up to a 9! don't you feel just awesome?! that puts you right up there with me! offcourse i dont' like incompetence more than i like pretty much everything. oh well. you all shoudl try it. it cheered up R like diamonds!
-jason
no, instead of tires and turbos, i the past 2 weeks, i've spent $1200 on a boiler, $320 on some roofing work, $140 on a bed for Y., soon to drop like 800-1200 on radiators and plumbing shit, and countless other oddities on house and home that add up to nearly 10 Gs. where the hell are my priorities?!! yeah, it'll pay off when we sell in 3 years, but i could've gone out and bought an EVO or STi in cash, fuck that, i still could, but here i am, i won't even buy decent tires for my frickin wagon?! there's gotta be somethign wrong with me. so...
i had R make a list of all the things she likes and doesnt' like then rate them 1-10. then i did it to compare, and to mainly show her that she's totally not becoming me. this opened my eyes a little, or more than a little, in that i don't like a not too many things, but quite resolved about it. mostly not people. it seemed like overwhelmingly not people. not surprising if you know me well. hanging with my friends only ranked a 7. right up there with things like sunshine. i mean, where the hell are my priorities? oh, wait, i CAN'T hang with my friends. mike, you're the exception, you have your own category, which brings you up to a 9! don't you feel just awesome?! that puts you right up there with me! offcourse i dont' like incompetence more than i like pretty much everything. oh well. you all shoudl try it. it cheered up R like diamonds!
-jason