i dont know what is going on
Im am sitting here thinking about how much i need someone to talk to. Someone here that will actually take a little bit of thier time to ask if im ok. The pain is getting worse and im not holding it in any more. i tried to stay happy and make others happy. I guess im not as independent as i thought. I am so sick of all my fake friends. All the people here that know something is wrong, yet im still alone. Nobody cares, and the few people here that i thought did dont. All of my friends back home, thank you. Your prayers and genuine concern means alot. My friends down here, i dont want fake friends. If you are content to just say hello and not give a crap about anything eles other than haveing another person to add to your instant messanger friends list, just leave me alone. All you have been doing is make it worse. If you really do care show it. Im in my room, alone again. All i want is someone real to talk to. Someone i can look in their eyes and see if they care. This has been the hardest week of my life, and nobody knows.