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...so I have an 87 in English, found out that I have to prep for all four prompts on the AP essays for the final, did good (I think) on the math honors portion of the final today, and have to study for god-knows-how-long tonight. I just want this school year to be over already, so I can move on and start fresh and try to make things connect in a different, hopefully more efficient way.
Math used to be my worry; this time it's English because of a teacher that is never satisfied and grades erratically, saying this and that and this and that and not quite getting to the point. This time it's history, which I have never struggled with except for now because linking the past to the past has never been one of my strong points. I knew this year would be different. Just not in this way. My heart sort of hurts from all this running to catch the last train to the life my parents expect from me. If I do manage to get on it somehow (but it looks like I won't at this point) then I'll have to be extremely wary not to get sidetracked.
Countdown to finals: one night. Three AP prompts to finish notes on, one English essay to sob over, and French to pretty much ignore for tomorrow. And then chemistry review for Thursday, math on Friday, and then a weekend of worry. Wish me luck.
But my day suddenly became a little bit brighter. <3
Math used to be my worry; this time it's English because of a teacher that is never satisfied and grades erratically, saying this and that and this and that and not quite getting to the point. This time it's history, which I have never struggled with except for now because linking the past to the past has never been one of my strong points. I knew this year would be different. Just not in this way. My heart sort of hurts from all this running to catch the last train to the life my parents expect from me. If I do manage to get on it somehow (but it looks like I won't at this point) then I'll have to be extremely wary not to get sidetracked.
Countdown to finals: one night. Three AP prompts to finish notes on, one English essay to sob over, and French to pretty much ignore for tomorrow. And then chemistry review for Thursday, math on Friday, and then a weekend of worry. Wish me luck.
But my day suddenly became a little bit brighter. <3