Back from the Con.

[droz666]

Had a decent weekend. met a really cool girl there. No con-nookie. Had a good time. Had one or two breakdowns though, but I'm feeling somewhat better. I have an appointment with the brain doctor tomorrow. I really need help. I have bouts of uncontrollable sadness and even crying at times. I'm not in a good place

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[wildheavn]

I'm going bankrupt, so you really only owe me the $100.00 you borrowed from me now. No one is going to be paying the rest of that shit, because I can't do it alone.
I wish I could go to the head doctor, but the last time I went she put me on the shit that fucked my head up and started this whole mess. That is a great big hell no. I would rather work for BHN as a nothing tech for the rest of my life than take Adderall and be a fucking psycho.

[droz666]

[quote] put me on the shit that fucked my head up and started this whole mess [/quote]

What?

Are you saying your blaming the medicine for you falling out of love with me, cheating on me, and leaving me? WTF?!

[wildheavn]

No no, only the cheating. That wasn't like me. That shit made me weird. I wanted to do underhanded mean devious evil shit. I'm not like that. If I have an issue with someone I have always either ignored them or told them off. I've never been a psycho, except on that shit. Falling out of love and wanting to leave you happened way before the medicine.

[droz666]

susie, you cheated on me before our 1st anniversary even. how far before that did you want to leave me? I mean...my god. Susie, if you wanted to leave me before we got married, then why marry me? Fuck...why have you put me through all this shit? You say you've never been 'physcho' but this IS fucking psycho what you've put me through. You must have no idea how fucked up in the head I am right now from what you've done to me.

I can't even think straight. I've never been 'out of control' and now I'm nothing but. wtf?

[wildheavn]

I tried to make things work... yeah, in the future I'm just going to go with my first instints and start telling people to go fuck themselves. I wanted to beat you within inches of your life about 3 months into the marriage.

[droz666]

you shouldn't have married me and led me to believe you meant to uphold any of the vows you promised when we got married susie. If the situation were reversed, I would still love you, no matter what. You never talked to me. You didn't want things to work. You were just happy to have someone to come home to. A convenience.

[droz666]

as a matter of fact, (sorry, forgot to add this), I remember when I lost my job, I wanted to postpone the marriage, and you said NO. YOU DID SUSIE. Again, I didn't cause this.

[wildheavn]

Why is this a finger pointing contest? We can't get along. I could have stayed, but I would have kicked your ass.

[wildheavn]

...and been miserable and depressed for the rest of my life... we're too different. You hate half of my friends, and I'm just like them.

[droz666]

I never hated any of them. never said that. You made this a finger pointing contest when you started blaming me for what happened.

[wildheavn]

"your stupid little clubbie friends"

[wildheavn]

I never put any blame anywhere. I only said that I couldn't stand you.

[droz666]

no, you placed blame on me several times, don't fucking try saying you didn't. You can fuck off with that statement.

[jenlet]

You're not like them at all. You're not like me, are you? Sure, we have similar tastes, but you're you.