Back from the Con.
Had a decent weekend. met a really cool girl there. No con-nookie. Had a good time. Had one or two breakdowns though, but I'm feeling somewhat better. I have an appointment with the brain doctor tomorrow. I really need help. I have bouts of uncontrollable sadness and even crying at times. I'm not in a good place.
I got written up last monday. Hung up on some jack-ass that was calling me names and being verbally abusive. I just couldn't take it. They told me to take the rest of the week, see the head doctor, and call them back with what she says. I'm probably going to go on Short Term Disability to sort my life out. I feel manic. I won't get on any drugs though. Susie, if you read this, I'm sorry I haven't been able to pay you back. It's been rough, especially without work. I'm trying. I will get it back to you asap.
I'm in a real bad spot right now. I need to get right. If I don't, I don't know whats going to happen. I don't want to go through a nervous breakdown. I'm pretty much broke right now. Workin at my grandma's tonight but it's just paying her back for what I borrowed to buy out the rent.
I can't thank my friends enough for everything They've done for me and continue to do. Wive's come and go I suppose, but friends will always be there.
I'm typing this from my Dad's comp, so I prolly won't see anything till later this evening when I goto my grandma's so. Talk to everyone later.
I got written up last monday. Hung up on some jack-ass that was calling me names and being verbally abusive. I just couldn't take it. They told me to take the rest of the week, see the head doctor, and call them back with what she says. I'm probably going to go on Short Term Disability to sort my life out. I feel manic. I won't get on any drugs though. Susie, if you read this, I'm sorry I haven't been able to pay you back. It's been rough, especially without work. I'm trying. I will get it back to you asap.
I'm in a real bad spot right now. I need to get right. If I don't, I don't know whats going to happen. I don't want to go through a nervous breakdown. I'm pretty much broke right now. Workin at my grandma's tonight but it's just paying her back for what I borrowed to buy out the rent.
I can't thank my friends enough for everything They've done for me and continue to do. Wive's come and go I suppose, but friends will always be there.
I'm typing this from my Dad's comp, so I prolly won't see anything till later this evening when I goto my grandma's so. Talk to everyone later.