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its when we are emptiest that we see so much more...or at least its true for me. everyone has felt empty at sometime, where there is no emotion. when theres just nothing to feel, all you can do is look around and try to take in something else. thats kinda all life is, you start with nothing...and just absorb what is around, in the hopes of getting something you want. but thats ok, theres nothing wrong with it. it is how things happen. but back to emptiness...i have lots of it. now does that make sense? i guess so, lots of nothing...so theres alot i can take in i suppose. but yeah, empty, when you turn your computer on and put on your favorite song so you can feel something and it drowns in darkness, into oblivion. the song plays but you dont hear it, you dont feel it, you dont feel anything except the burn of the computer light on your eyes. its when it rains on you and you stay still...not because you want to, but because you just know whether to move or not. when you are with so many people you supposedly enjoy and just cant think about anything besides being alone. i guess this entry is kinda pointless. ive just been home all day thinking bout so much and listening to so many songs and it just made me think of how in this emptiness i was able to just take in so much. people are just basic creatures struggling to be complicated...all of us. i dont even know where im going with this...so empty.