She reached in her pocket and pulled out a pass and said you can take me anywhere....
So Ashley came the WHOLE WAY out here to visit tonight :) She was able to get her mom's car and she came out here for like 3 hours or so :) It actually only takes her about an hour (speeding) from her house to get here...and takes me like an hour and a 1/2 from MINE so it's shorter for HER to get here. But still, an hour is a long time - especially both ways...like driving here and back. I am SO SO HAPPY she did though :) It means so much to me...and honestly made my entire night. She is so sweet and just so thoughtful... and she completely understands how i've been feeling and made that perfectly clear tonight. Ahh :) At times it was a bit annoying when we couldn't be alone in my room - like crystal and i have been getting along fine and she's like been really good w/the ashley thing and she left the room for a while so her and i could be alone but then she came back and turned a movie on w/beth, etc. Soooo luckily lol....LAURA and courtney (roomates) went out and gave ME their key to keep while they were out so we went in their room for a while :)It was nice to just lay next to her and be able to talk and hold her. ahhh...that's what i miss the most. ::sigh:: Although it's really bittersweet b/c it's absolutely amazing to see her...it's so hard to watch her leave again. :( But i am SO SO THANKFUL...plus...friday will come soon enough. AND if we can be good with this...like her getting her car, she said she'd try to come out here like once a week for an evening visit or whatever just like this :) i hope that works. Ash - if you're reading this...thank you again. it means so much to me that you came out here :)i hope you had a nice time.
On another note...i have to get up at 8:30am tomorrow :( its better than the 8 am which was today. and last night i only got a few hours of sleep....so hopefully i'll be able to fall asleep tonight and at least get like...7 hours IF IM LUCKY. ::sigh:: tomorrow i have World Lit and Earth Science. Blah. Tomorrow is also Drop/Add day....i have to drop my Education Class and pick up another one, ugh. which i'm not looking forward to b/c i'm actually happy w/my schedule, despite the earliness of the classes. hmph. AAAAAAAND i officially changed my major today from English Ed to English :) So...that's a relief. now all i have to do is work on getting a decent job that doesnt take up a lot of my time. ::sigh:: lots to think about.
Well i really should go and get ready for bed...wash the face, brush the teeth...etc. and wait for my baby to call to say goodnight :)
On another note...i have to get up at 8:30am tomorrow :( its better than the 8 am which was today. and last night i only got a few hours of sleep....so hopefully i'll be able to fall asleep tonight and at least get like...7 hours IF IM LUCKY. ::sigh:: tomorrow i have World Lit and Earth Science. Blah. Tomorrow is also Drop/Add day....i have to drop my Education Class and pick up another one, ugh. which i'm not looking forward to b/c i'm actually happy w/my schedule, despite the earliness of the classes. hmph. AAAAAAAND i officially changed my major today from English Ed to English :) So...that's a relief. now all i have to do is work on getting a decent job that doesnt take up a lot of my time. ::sigh:: lots to think about.
Well i really should go and get ready for bed...wash the face, brush the teeth...etc. and wait for my baby to call to say goodnight :)