the real why's of things
I made a new friend the other day. Small world theory applies here: he used to fight with the Imperial Guard....and he got Will his job at the Vu way back when.
To get you up to speed as to where this conversation started...he was telling me about a disappointing day he had with a girl he thought liked him a bunch...and turned out she didn't. Keeping the name anonymous.
[20:38] samurai_kal_lyn: and for the past hour its felt as if our friendship has taken on a completely new feeling, (a good feeling)
[20:39] ryna_noir: ^__^ good
[20:39] ryna_noir: i are full...that is my current feeling
[20:41] ryna_noir: *belch*
[20:42] samurai_kal_lyn: XD
[20:43] ryna_noir: i have a very one-track mind after my nap
[20:43] samurai_kal_lyn: yeah usualy i do too.. but mine doesnt go towards food :P
[20:45] ryna_noir: yeah yeah, penis joke
[20:46] samurai_kal_lyn: XD
[20:47] ryna_noir: man.......is it bad that i'm probably going to sleep with Will when i see him? *rubs face* i have no idea why that bothers me so damn much
[20:47] samurai_kal_lyn: that depends
[20:47] samurai_kal_lyn: do you still want to date him?
[20:47] ryna_noir: hell to the no
[20:47] samurai_kal_lyn: or are you just going to fuck him as like a pitty fuck then go type thing?
[20:48] ryna_noir: i don't know if it's so much of a "pity fuck"...cuz it can't be if he's the one that's been like: "yeah, we'll probably have sex...cuz we had amazing sex, and you can't deny amazing sex"
[20:49] ryna_noir: *headdesk*
[20:51] samurai_kal_lyn: is he right tho?
[20:51] ryna_noir: sometimes i wonder if i should have been a guy...cuz i think about sex like.....waaaayyy too much
[20:51] ryna_noir: yeah, he's pretty much right. and i really fucking hate that he's right about stuff
[20:52] ryna_noir: cuz then that leaves me being a stubborn ass to do nothing by defy him to knock him off his shiny fucking pedestal he's built for himself
[20:52] ryna_noir: i think i get off on deflating that ridiculous ego of his
[20:53] samurai_kal_lyn: yeah so do i
[20:54] samurai_kal_lyn: like he's definitely got a "holier than thou" attitude, which really pisses me off
[20:54] ryna_noir: what's worse is, i know he uses said ego and "confidence" cuz he's hiding who and what he really is (defense mechanism) so he doesn't get hurt by anyone
[20:55] samurai_kal_lyn: oh yeah
[20:55] ryna_noir: and i just want to shake him til he stops it
[20:56] ryna_noir: i just want to see him be a real person. in all the years i've known him, he's never shown me that
[20:56] ryna_noir: i'm pretty sure that's what i'm really pissed off about.
[20:56] ryna_noir: yay epiphany
[20:58] ryna_noir: huh....i think i can cope with this now. thanx for making me think for once instead of acting on all the eye-twitching rage the thoughts of him consume me with ^__^
[20:58] samurai_kal_lyn: O.O
[20:59] ryna_noir: *is being silly*
[20:59] samurai_kal_lyn: >_<
[21:00] ryna_noir: anywho
[21:00] samurai_kal_lyn: topic change!
[21:00] ryna_noir: yay!
[21:00] samurai_kal_lyn: so yeah, youre not the only person that thinks about sex too much
[21:00] samurai_kal_lyn: XD
[21:00] ryna_noir: lmao
So there you have it. I think with this knowledge I can now survive the two days I'm forcing myself to stay with him for the sake of saving myself some time and money on gas and travel. If it weren't for Darrell's siblings I wouldn't even bother.
This isn't coming across as a very convincing complaint, is it?
fuck
To get you up to speed as to where this conversation started...he was telling me about a disappointing day he had with a girl he thought liked him a bunch...and turned out she didn't. Keeping the name anonymous.
[20:38] samurai_kal_lyn: and for the past hour its felt as if our friendship has taken on a completely new feeling, (a good feeling)
[20:39] ryna_noir: ^__^ good
[20:39] ryna_noir: i are full...that is my current feeling
[20:41] ryna_noir: *belch*
[20:42] samurai_kal_lyn: XD
[20:43] ryna_noir: i have a very one-track mind after my nap
[20:43] samurai_kal_lyn: yeah usualy i do too.. but mine doesnt go towards food :P
[20:45] ryna_noir: yeah yeah, penis joke
[20:46] samurai_kal_lyn: XD
[20:47] ryna_noir: man.......is it bad that i'm probably going to sleep with Will when i see him? *rubs face* i have no idea why that bothers me so damn much
[20:47] samurai_kal_lyn: that depends
[20:47] samurai_kal_lyn: do you still want to date him?
[20:47] ryna_noir: hell to the no
[20:47] samurai_kal_lyn: or are you just going to fuck him as like a pitty fuck then go type thing?
[20:48] ryna_noir: i don't know if it's so much of a "pity fuck"...cuz it can't be if he's the one that's been like: "yeah, we'll probably have sex...cuz we had amazing sex, and you can't deny amazing sex"
[20:49] ryna_noir: *headdesk*
[20:51] samurai_kal_lyn: is he right tho?
[20:51] ryna_noir: sometimes i wonder if i should have been a guy...cuz i think about sex like.....waaaayyy too much
[20:51] ryna_noir: yeah, he's pretty much right. and i really fucking hate that he's right about stuff
[20:52] ryna_noir: cuz then that leaves me being a stubborn ass to do nothing by defy him to knock him off his shiny fucking pedestal he's built for himself
[20:52] ryna_noir: i think i get off on deflating that ridiculous ego of his
[20:53] samurai_kal_lyn: yeah so do i
[20:54] samurai_kal_lyn: like he's definitely got a "holier than thou" attitude, which really pisses me off
[20:54] ryna_noir: what's worse is, i know he uses said ego and "confidence" cuz he's hiding who and what he really is (defense mechanism) so he doesn't get hurt by anyone
[20:55] samurai_kal_lyn: oh yeah
[20:55] ryna_noir: and i just want to shake him til he stops it
[20:56] ryna_noir: i just want to see him be a real person. in all the years i've known him, he's never shown me that
[20:56] ryna_noir: i'm pretty sure that's what i'm really pissed off about.
[20:56] ryna_noir: yay epiphany
[20:58] ryna_noir: huh....i think i can cope with this now. thanx for making me think for once instead of acting on all the eye-twitching rage the thoughts of him consume me with ^__^
[20:58] samurai_kal_lyn: O.O
[20:59] ryna_noir: *is being silly*
[20:59] samurai_kal_lyn: >_<
[21:00] ryna_noir: anywho
[21:00] samurai_kal_lyn: topic change!
[21:00] ryna_noir: yay!
[21:00] samurai_kal_lyn: so yeah, youre not the only person that thinks about sex too much
[21:00] samurai_kal_lyn: XD
[21:00] ryna_noir: lmao
So there you have it. I think with this knowledge I can now survive the two days I'm forcing myself to stay with him for the sake of saving myself some time and money on gas and travel. If it weren't for Darrell's siblings I wouldn't even bother.
This isn't coming across as a very convincing complaint, is it?
fuck