admitted.defeat

[drowning_kitten]

being treated like shit pisses me the fuck off. when will i find ONE FUCKING FRIEND who isn't hell bent on making me feel like shit? just one. it'll never fucking happen. there must be something wrong with me. i'll take the blame, why not. fuck me, i'm just a jerk. i hope every single person i know outside of my family never talks to me again so

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[fruitloop]

Im sorry you feel that way. People have a hard time realizing that they are selfish as well when blaming others of the same thing.

[drowning_kitten]

amen.

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[fruitloop]

Listen - i guess i might have been kind of shitty and look obsessed when i first talked to you, but if you wanna start over -

Hi im zach, I gave you a ride home a year ago. I read your journal alot. yeah..

[drowning_kitten]

hi zach

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[fruitloop]

so you think im an ass?

[drowning_kitten]

huh? where is this coming from?

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[fruitloop]

when i used to reply to your journal, you kinda made it seem as if you thought i was an ass or something

[drowning_kitten]

nah, i just tend to sound matter of fact and people misinterpret it

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[fruitloop]

well i guess thats what happened then.

hows your job treating you?

[drowning_kitten]

got fired. hopefully i'll be getting a job with the IRS soon though