admitted.defeat
being treated like shit pisses me the fuck off. when will i find ONE FUCKING FRIEND who isn't hell bent on making me feel like shit? just one. it'll never fucking happen. there must be something wrong with me. i'll take the blame, why not. fuck me, i'm just a jerk. i hope every single person i know outside of my family never talks to me again so that my selfish behavior won't affect anyone else.