just at ends whits!
I am seriouly just at my whits, the past week has not really good good at all. I could say the week has not gone good at all soon as I woke up monday. Just things I mean are just bad, I had my friend darkie say he wishes that he was outta the shit that he is in right now. I wish that too for myself because I am just losing it more. I hate depression and people being depressed but I find myself being depessed a bit. I blame a all of it on the fact that my star tattoos have came out really fucked up and I do not know what to do but i do know what to do. I showered and some of the scabbing came off and it almost looks like I just dew it on with a sharpie. I know what to do not go back to her, everyone says so but I paid her alot of money and I want her to fix it! Even is I mite be a little nervous if he messes up again. I just dont know what to think of her now she did really awsome and amazing on the skull on my foot I thought but I do not know what to think now.
Darkie says now to find someone better and stick with them, I mite just let her finish it and just do that. But it some what could have been my fault because I move around alot in my sleep, and mybe I did not help out the healing process? I doubt it though but it is like the second or three'd time I hear something bad about Cystals. Someone that works at HT told me to stay away and someone else did to, I do not know. She knows what I want comparded to all the othere people though the last guy asked if I wanted blood on the moral tattoo for my mom. I know that mite have been wicked cool but its for memory of my mother.
Back to what I was saying it is upsetting and Josh tells me to relax and I know I should. I have had him tell me just wait till it heals and go back so I am going to just try not to let it get to me and after it heals go back to her. I could talk to her about it now I just want to wait though to see if I am going to see any difference, which I shorta doubt. Plus I keep forgetting to go back and get my sketch pad from her that I left there when I was showing her what I mite like to get of a drawing of mine.
Oh well dont let it get to me and relax. Only thing the relaxing would be better if it was the weekend, but I only have one more day to go after today. Hopfully my stomuch will stop hurting and cramping or whatever it is doing all all even feel better then I am later in the day. Im at school laying on a mat typing this trying not to regerate gadoraid because my stomuch is killing me that much.
Welp I am going to go now and lay on this mat, although it doesnt help much lol and though it helps some.
Pizza or Tacos?
- hollywoods child -
Darkie says now to find someone better and stick with them, I mite just let her finish it and just do that. But it some what could have been my fault because I move around alot in my sleep, and mybe I did not help out the healing process? I doubt it though but it is like the second or three'd time I hear something bad about Cystals. Someone that works at HT told me to stay away and someone else did to, I do not know. She knows what I want comparded to all the othere people though the last guy asked if I wanted blood on the moral tattoo for my mom. I know that mite have been wicked cool but its for memory of my mother.
Back to what I was saying it is upsetting and Josh tells me to relax and I know I should. I have had him tell me just wait till it heals and go back so I am going to just try not to let it get to me and after it heals go back to her. I could talk to her about it now I just want to wait though to see if I am going to see any difference, which I shorta doubt. Plus I keep forgetting to go back and get my sketch pad from her that I left there when I was showing her what I mite like to get of a drawing of mine.
Oh well dont let it get to me and relax. Only thing the relaxing would be better if it was the weekend, but I only have one more day to go after today. Hopfully my stomuch will stop hurting and cramping or whatever it is doing all all even feel better then I am later in the day. Im at school laying on a mat typing this trying not to regerate gadoraid because my stomuch is killing me that much.
Welp I am going to go now and lay on this mat, although it doesnt help much lol and though it helps some.
Pizza or Tacos?
- hollywoods child -