I want to write more but in another entry but I do not know what to say, or what I have to heart to say. I do not want to really go on a subject that will create conflict by things that I mite say, but I feel the need to let my fingers go free over the wild plaine of my keypad.
It just seems that things in life get to become good and something then sticken's it down. Life is a bitter missed up maze. What about the people out there like me that are out their that do not really understand how to tip a peson, how to pay taxes and has problems writting and depositing checks.
You think some of this you would have been tought. Yet when your in classes like I have been in you miss things. I only did measuring for maybe a month and I did not understand it, I still do not. I just understand inches, and the lines between them are lines I have no idea. The only idea I have is one is a half I think and thats an "I THINK".
What is it in the school systems that because your do not click the same way by just reading a book like other students makes it where you cant be tought as good. Is our schools actully the ones who are picking who will have the brains to go to some colleges and get the high paying jobs. You know they are in a way along with in a way on what teachers they get. Some teachers do not even care if a student will pass or not, and do not come back with teachers do care. I clearly said the teachers that "DO NOT CARE IF A STUDENT PASSES" so the ones that do care do not even matter in this.
They want us to grow up and get jobs yet some of it is stuck in the schools where they do not even do anything. Yet a few schools do but if no another does not talk how are we really a communty and a nation united. I know I totally do not know every aspect of what Im talking about but I know how I think in my head. It is just wrong for people to be the one who choose.
Its almost the factor of how a father lives his life though a child, and yet the schools seem to do that sometimes if you look really hard. By the things they do and the things they dont, letting certain kids fuck with other kids.
So what if then because the schooll did not care about helping that school the child then loses there self esteem to do anything grand and then chooses to drop out of school. I have heard storys of that befor and it is just a wacked out thing. I know I am shorta just blathering on and bantering to much but you can tell at the beinging I have a point. Now its just that everything I have ever remeberd about public schools are some what just pouring out and it makes you think.
Yes you did make chooses because it is your life but did things in schools of some of the bad some of messed up learning lead you wrong when in fact its sirpose to lead you do your future? Sometimes I feel it has steered me wrong, really wrong because I find it fucked up they did not even take the time to make sure I learned how to measure.
Fashion is one of my dreams but I need basic sewing skills and I dunno the knowledge of measuring!!! It makes me think maybe I would have decided to go stright of fashion after highschool if I actully did know how to measure???
A ruler or not.. measuring a part of life.. blathering banter..
- hollywoods child-