social inhibitions
i was already apprehensive to go out with my two old high school friends today...and now there's one more coming along, one who i haven't seen since high school, and it seems like a big deal now. and i'm scared. but i don't know why--they're not going to hurt me or be mean to me, i just feel very...reluctant to go with them today. but now i have to go. i hope my social skills come through for me.