Oct 18, 2008 02:14
I want nothing more than to see him again, and I have no idea when that will be.
And that's the saddest thing in my life right now.
Not gonna lie, it feels amazing to feel like the guy you like isn't trying to charm you. He's just being himself, and THAT is in itself charming.
Every once in a while I get those warm squishy feelings cause he does these little things to show he cares. They're almost invisible to the naked eye, so when I notice them it makes me incredibly happy.
I remember when we first started talking, he mentioned how he never talks to anyone about his problems since he never had anyone in his life to really turn to in that sense [he's quite a loner, really]. I told him that sometimes it helps to just rant about things that aren't going well, or to just talk about problems so you don't bottle up the negativity... not to push him to talk to me, just in general. Couple weeks later he'd talk to me about family things, stuff going on in his life that bother him, among other personal things I could safely assume he doesn't tell just anyone. That made me feel special.
He has tendencies to say the right thing at the right time. And not even realize it. He called me when his internet died. lol.
/boy nonsense
boys