it seems the more i run from it, the more i run into it, the condition!!!

[droogskull27]

i just spent about 6 hours of my 7 hour work day having an anxiety attack. it didnt stop, it still hasnt stopped. what the fuck. i felt like complete ass the entire day. i dropped my math class, i saw julie for about 30 minutes (that really sucked, i wanted to see her so badly. for some reason shes the only thing that can help me with anxiety, when im with her it stops, i wish i could have gone home and slept in her arms. that would have made my day. all i want to do is just to make love to her cuddle and fall asleep with her. is that so much to ask? i dont know i guess im just in a funk, ive had a shitty day, me and julie together has had a shitty month. im just tired.

and on that note im going to bed. i have work at 7, then school. hopefully i can see julie, i think she has plans, but well see.

so ya...bed ways is right ways.