the last known surviver of a dead-end conversation

[droogskull27]

i hate agruing, its the worst feeling ever. its when you know that its not going to go anywhere but you still keep at it. then a resolution, fallowed by more arguing. ive really had it with arguing, im really trying not too anymore. from the deepest spot in my heart i try. but my emotiont just seem to get the best of me everytime. i need to find a way not to outwardly express me frustrations in such a negative way. there has to be a more productive way of expression then just yelling at full desibles. but my love is pure and it is the thing that gets me through the rough patches. even when i argue i still feel that connection. the feeling of longing for her to right my wrongs is very present when i talk. thugh she does seem to be right almost 90 % of the time. that is very tiresome. shes always fucking right. and not in the way that "the chick is always right", the justification is because she is. but its the fact that she is always right, regardless of the underlining bylaws of male and female relations, shes fucking always right.

anyways, enough of my little rant. im still very much in love and am looking foward to moving out, sepnding my life with julie, and having sex any fucking time i want in "our" home. that is going to be amazing.

im also playing my acoustic set at the epidemic on 10/7, so everybody come out and see me rock the place with my little love songs.

later days