Jun 14, 2008 21:56
ever since ryan has returned from costa rica, things have been great. i found out not too long ago that my gpa was lifted enough to be taken off of enforced withdraw and i am now in good standings. although i will have to re-take my algebra course for the hundredth i'm over-all happy with myself.
this is one of the first times that i have time to myself and am able to make an update. i went up to college station/bryan to spend over a week with ryan and his family. things were great and not to mention they didn't have a problem with us sleeping together. ryan and i took over the front room of his grandmother's house and would sleep on some floor mats. his family is fantastic and i was sad to leave.
the night we got back home and i had to sleep alone in my room while ryan slept alone in his apartment, i had a terrible nightmare. i disliked it so much that i went to my parents room and asked if i could sleep in their over-sized bed with them. i'm still trying to get used to him not being there by my side. i sure miss holding him...
we spend just about all of our time together and i'm having the time of my life! i am sorry that i don't keep in touch as much as i tried to before.
plus, it's almost going to be a year that we've officially been together (on wednesday). it blows my mind how fast time is going. i just feel as though we've met eachother the day. everything is wonderful and i'm extremely happy right now.
i'm blessed to have him in my life. he truly saved me from making the most terrible mistake. i'm thankful each and every moment with him.