And Then I Grabbed A Rope and I Hogtied Him ...!
I think that I'm just prone towards embarrassing moments at my job. So I forgot my jacket today. My shift was already over and I decided to drop back into the store to find it. Eventually I did find it after a few minutes of searching, I tied it around my waist since I was already wearing an unbuttoned collared shirt. On my way out, who do I bump into? Our regional manager and also my boss the store manager at the same fucking time. And I'm wearing a jacket around my waist like I'm a freaking summer camp counselor. ;.=.; Super embarrassing considering that I'm trying to generate a mature+sophisticated image so that I can look serious in my motives toward a possible promotion. And I'm looking like a complete fool on my time off. IT JUST HAD TO HAPPEN that way right then and there, didn't it? I'm sure that the regional manager will have completely forgotten about me by now. But I can't help but bite my fingernails in agony at the thought of him telling my manager something provocative regarding my appearance. Can't stand having this feeling of judgement at my own job where we try to promote a healthy comfortable environment at all times. Maybe it's a sign for me to have another meeting with my manager and find out exactly where I am with this position and my training. GRAAAGH! I shouldn't be reacting this way for something so small and insignificant. But to say such is to also saying that I am insignificant to my superiors. And that's not true at all. They all know who I am. I'm actually feeling much better after getting my thoughts down like this.