normal
i don't know exactly what it is, but i don't think i've felt really "normal" since about new year's. i can't quite pin it down what the deal is. it's like a lot of my motivation has just gone out the window. like with going out and doing errands. it's like i'm very low energy or something. like with dating, i haven't been very driven. even doing things like getting a haircut, i just don't do it. right now my hair is longer than it has ever been and hanging in my eyes. and as irritating as that is, i don't know why i don't go get it cut.
i think i spent all last year high as a kite because of moving to tucson, and now i've settled down here and the excitement is gone out of it. it could just be that i need to get more exercise to bring my energy level up. but work is very draining- i'm not used to working this much, so maybe that's it. it could just be a lack of sleep because i only get like 6 hours a night. but whatever it is, i need to bring my energy level back because i hate being in a slump like this.
i think i spent all last year high as a kite because of moving to tucson, and now i've settled down here and the excitement is gone out of it. it could just be that i need to get more exercise to bring my energy level up. but work is very draining- i'm not used to working this much, so maybe that's it. it could just be a lack of sleep because i only get like 6 hours a night. but whatever it is, i need to bring my energy level back because i hate being in a slump like this.