Sep 10, 2005 23:35
wow. have you ever just looked back on previous posts or previous journal entries that have been written ages ago. well i did. Its so crazy, i can't believe i used to be the way i was. i can't believe why i had crushes on the guys that i did, did things that i used to do...all my friends that have come and gone. How completely clueless i was back then on how things turned out. its just...wow. how crazy things were and how much calmer i've become (in some ways). I can't begin to count how many times i've changed my mind about what i wanted a career in. its just funny how things never really turn out the way we wanted... sometimes they turned out better. i didn't even realize i wrote about charlie in one of many journals i have lying around my room. just something i was thinking about.