burning
i can't breathe.
i hope i'm not getting deeply depressed and am actually just stressing or hormoning or something. i don't want to fight or think again.
it's like swimming in syrup and i can't get high enough to breathe in.
only i really can't breathe - why is it so hard?
and every time i do exercise it starts to hurt...
although that's probably my lack of fitness.
but i don't know what to do because people always walk places and i don't really have a good excuse except that it hurts to breathe.
and maybe i made mistakes based on momentary decisions of shitness and feelings.
i don't even have the energy to cry and it sucks because i need to.
i like the smell of burning.
i hope i'm not getting deeply depressed and am actually just stressing or hormoning or something. i don't want to fight or think again.
it's like swimming in syrup and i can't get high enough to breathe in.
only i really can't breathe - why is it so hard?
and every time i do exercise it starts to hurt...
although that's probably my lack of fitness.
but i don't know what to do because people always walk places and i don't really have a good excuse except that it hurts to breathe.
and maybe i made mistakes based on momentary decisions of shitness and feelings.
i don't even have the energy to cry and it sucks because i need to.
i like the smell of burning.