I hate everything today.
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The Fiona show was awesomeness last month. I captured some KICK-AS$ MPEGS of the performance. I've yet to get those uploaded to YouTube. I think the fans are going to love the footage I got! "Oh Well" is my very favorite song of Fiona's now, and I *luckily* got the longest footage of her performing that song.
I have so much to type about, but don't have the strength right now~! I just :sigh:...HATE EVERYTHING today, literally.---which is why I reflected back to seeing Fiona Apple a month ago. The rage and anger she *still* has and carries is a good comparison to how I feel today, and most days, as sad as that is! This anger I carry is mostly caused by the frustrations of my everyday *GAY GAY GAY*-life in this fuct-in-the-head-of-a-Country right now... To get down to it, I'm as mad as one can possibly get because I'm sick to death of not truly being seen/treated as an "equal" to my "Domestic Partner", Rick! How can SO many people be SO IGNORANT! My being "gay" is NOT hurting their pathetic "institution", or rather, CULT, when it comes down to it!!! WTFE! I could just SHRED all those xtians/catholics/etc. into tiny little pieces for putting-up all of these "roadblocks" to my HAPPINESS and LIFE! AS IF THEIR man-made bible should dictate the lives of EVERYONE in this country! I'm pissed to no ends, and have been pissed to no end for quite some time, and this will not be the last of my fury over this b.s.! I will continue to "fight the fight" until my death! However, I don't have the time, nor the patience right now to type everything out---but be warned, I'm going to RETYPE everything out when I get the TIME and ENERGY! xtians beware, *I'M* on the warpath, and I WILL squish your little cult, through my own words, music, ART in general, etc...---which WILL reach the masses, ...someday very SOON!
That's all for now...
I need to go VENT, and let everything out through my keyboards/piano/voice/SOME kind of instrument I have around here...