Mar 27, 2004 00:13
Well, I don't even know how to update this thing to any degree. Still not sure why I continue to sporadicly make entries other than for the fact that when people ask for my LJ id there will be something from the last 6 months for them to read.
In a little less than two years my life has changed more than I could have possibly imagined. My job. Where I live. The fact that I have a job and a place to live and the most wonderful part of it my Beth.
At the same time that the past seems so far away I try to never forget it and the lessons I THINK of might have learned from it.
Kirke and I talk a lot about how people have no real memory of pain. They are quick to mention that they might have suffered what they think has been great pain but they never really seem to remember HOW it was. So they then to repeat the mistakes that got them there in the first place. I'm trying not to do that but comfort brings a casual attitude. I try to keep a balance between optimistic and rational.
That's about it for now.