life.
so first...this past wednesday marked my final law school class ever...awesome! exciting! i'm pretty psyched to be saying goodbye to school for a short period of time. sometimes i'm unsure what the hell i'm doing with myself but at this point i kindof like the roller coaster and the excitement and the options.
downfall of all that means that i'm in finals and those suck but whatever. im just trying to get through it all.
im going home for a few days between finals and the beginning of bar review...rest and relaxation will be necessary.
i have been like a dating machine these past few months and it's been really exciting as well. it's fun to be able to hang out with so many different kinds of guys and do all different kinds of fun stuff and not feel obligated to need to expend more energy than i want to. and it's so simple and just seems to all make sense right now so that is rather awesome. i never thought i could date multiple people and be emotionally fine with it all...but i think that is something else that has drastically changed for me within the past three years.
speaking of changes that have occurred over the past three years - my law school best friend took the opportunity to express to me how much i've changed over the past three years which was a weird experience and conversation to say the least. obviously i have changed...i have grown up and matured. a large part of me is still the same though i think. i just can't be bothered with certain things and i just generally surround myself with different sorts of company mostly due to my change in lifestyle. it all makes complete sense to me and as much as i was sortof confused by the conversation at first it was nice to sortof talk about it and think about it. my trip to michigan a few weeks ago had left me thinking about a lot of it on my own so i guess it smoothed all those thoughts out.
oh yes...im taking the bar exam in both new york and massachusetts, which is supposed to be extremely difficult and terrible but i figure it's worth dealing with something difficult and terrible now to make my life easier later. this will give me the opportunity to job hunt in both cities and figure out what i really want to do...also, if i only took the bar exam in one city i would have to wait five years before waving in to the other state to receive reciprocity over taking the bar exam again in that city. i figure it's just easier this way. making that decision caused me quite a bit of stress as the last thing i want to do is lower my chances of passing the exam but whatever...i know myself and think it will be fine and if it's not...whatever, life goes on so i have learned.
so that is that i think. or im sick of writing this and need to get back to my securities exam.
downfall of all that means that i'm in finals and those suck but whatever. im just trying to get through it all.
im going home for a few days between finals and the beginning of bar review...rest and relaxation will be necessary.
i have been like a dating machine these past few months and it's been really exciting as well. it's fun to be able to hang out with so many different kinds of guys and do all different kinds of fun stuff and not feel obligated to need to expend more energy than i want to. and it's so simple and just seems to all make sense right now so that is rather awesome. i never thought i could date multiple people and be emotionally fine with it all...but i think that is something else that has drastically changed for me within the past three years.
speaking of changes that have occurred over the past three years - my law school best friend took the opportunity to express to me how much i've changed over the past three years which was a weird experience and conversation to say the least. obviously i have changed...i have grown up and matured. a large part of me is still the same though i think. i just can't be bothered with certain things and i just generally surround myself with different sorts of company mostly due to my change in lifestyle. it all makes complete sense to me and as much as i was sortof confused by the conversation at first it was nice to sortof talk about it and think about it. my trip to michigan a few weeks ago had left me thinking about a lot of it on my own so i guess it smoothed all those thoughts out.
oh yes...im taking the bar exam in both new york and massachusetts, which is supposed to be extremely difficult and terrible but i figure it's worth dealing with something difficult and terrible now to make my life easier later. this will give me the opportunity to job hunt in both cities and figure out what i really want to do...also, if i only took the bar exam in one city i would have to wait five years before waving in to the other state to receive reciprocity over taking the bar exam again in that city. i figure it's just easier this way. making that decision caused me quite a bit of stress as the last thing i want to do is lower my chances of passing the exam but whatever...i know myself and think it will be fine and if it's not...whatever, life goes on so i have learned.
so that is that i think. or im sick of writing this and need to get back to my securities exam.