ugh
first i was complaining because i was lonely, now i just want to be alone!
i have the deepest desire for a b/p and i cannot do it because somebody is ALWAYS around.
i know i've gained weight since i moved here to NYC. i thought this was going to be the best diet ever,
not having money to buy food, but jordan is a ninja at stealing food and we eat immense meals daily.
this is ruining me. i don't need a scale to know i am a whale.
b/p session must ensue and SOON.
i feel somewhat out of control.
like this is the only thing that will make me feel better.
and i thought i had let go of this addiction when i let go of pittsburgh.
it's coming back tenfold.
i have the deepest desire for a b/p and i cannot do it because somebody is ALWAYS around.
i know i've gained weight since i moved here to NYC. i thought this was going to be the best diet ever,
not having money to buy food, but jordan is a ninja at stealing food and we eat immense meals daily.
this is ruining me. i don't need a scale to know i am a whale.
b/p session must ensue and SOON.
i feel somewhat out of control.
like this is the only thing that will make me feel better.
and i thought i had let go of this addiction when i let go of pittsburgh.
it's coming back tenfold.