x one day she dreams of getting out of this place...
i do have to say, i don't so much mind losing sleep when its him who calls me at midnight just to tell me that he's thinking about me and that he missed me...and to talk to me about the good times and the not so good times. and i told him i worry about him, and i just need to know that he's okay. i didn't tell him half the things i want to though, i just mostly listened to him talk and answered all his questions about my day and my weekend and my plans...i didn't tell him that i love him, or that i'm seriously going to come live with him, or that nothing has been the same since he left. i just told him the good things, and i told him i missed him, and i told him i worry about him when he told me he hates his life. he told me to call him after six, cause that when he gets off work....so i suppose i will do that next week...maybe i'll send him a text tonight and tell him he should come randomly show up on my front poarch tomorrow...cause that would be nice. frig. i just miss that boy so much, and no matter what i'm always gonna worry about him.
i'm in for a really hectic week this week...i somehow went from having no horse to ride to having seven horses to ride in less then a week!! so i have seven horses, assignments in every class and a test in the two classes i happen to be failing. and im not at school on wednesday or friday and i'm leaving friday morning to go to bystorm for the weekend!! plus i have a vet appointment on monday for benny that will take up atleast two hours and while im out there i should i ride a couple of horses, and then i have homework...so i'm doubting ill be post too much next week...i'll do my best though. hope everyone has a good week/weekend. i'll try to keep up as best i can next week...