May 04, 2005 18:31
hey wussup sorry i havent updated in a while ive jus been pissed off so this will prolly b short
**Skool** is fucked up cause i got only like 3 good grades outta 8 classes i got like 5 F's i dont know how tha fuk that happened i went from havin good grades like A's and B's to F's and i was fuckin pissed off and then these two girls who supposed to b my "friends" talkin bout they dont do me cauuse i act diffrent when i go to skool...umm ok... tommrow im gonna have to tell them about theyselves cause shit is so fuckin bakwards cause i act the same at skool and at home so wtf they talkin bout and the real reason is cause i got a friend and they dont like her cause they act so fuckin phony they b talkin shit bout everyone but then wanna b all up in ya face smillin and then she b talkin bout how she dont do all thses people but the next week she so quick to b talkin bout hey why u aint talk to me or call me i b thinkin didnt u jus say u aint like her or him and then in tha mornin or durin class change she so quick to get loud and b like wussup my nigga to the other girl when the next 5 minutes she talkin bout her so i can fuckin care less if they like me or not cause they the most phony girls i kno so its w/e ot me
**Home** its been straight i guess u kno how it is usually dissagreements and shit but other than that everythings good
**ME** i aint been goin to anger management as much cause my mom had to b at work and i needed reccovery and plus i jus got sick like monday night when i woke up that tuesday i was like wtf my allergies is bad u kno how its right above ya eyebrow and all the way around under ya eye then i got a fever and i got a cold/flu but the fucked up thing about it is i cant get no rest casue i have to go to skool cause i cant miss no more days so i gotta come to skool sick and tired as hell and deal wit it for 7 hours then get ghhome and suppsed to go to that thing til 7:30 then come home and do all this work so everyday when i wake up at 5 to get ready 4 skool i dont get enough rest to make me feel bettah i got a fuckin headache right now too and it hurts so bad i bout to take a tylenol PM and then 1 tylenol 500 so i gotta do this homework b4 i get tired but after i take the medicine im takin a shower then doin my homeowrk thengoin to sleep or at least try by 9 so i can try and sleep this cold off by tommrow cause if i have to get in an argument tommrow and then prolly fight outta skool imma b mad tired and pissed off cause if thety get they ass beat i dont want to make them sick to cause thats alot to deal with =))) but o well if it happenes it happens i cant do shit about it but try and b nice about it...see i dont need anger management 0=) angel!!