Crying
Whats good everyone?!? sorry i aint updated in a minute but i thot today was a good time to get this shit offa my mind
**Skool** iight skool been iight ya kno borin as hell cause all this dayum review we do cause its tha EOC's and EOG's and shit so its alot cause last week was my first week bak so i was doin alot to catch up and in this one class i ahve this girl amanda is in she a fucken dum ass bitch cause one day she wanna play the white girl role and b liek black people is so racist and we make her be ahamed of the color she is and how we use our color to scare white people... let me tell u that her dad is like burnt cookie black and her mom is really light like she can pass for white but she still black and some puerto rican or mexican or somethin....but then the next day she actin black talkin to people like wussup my nigga and all this shit i cant fucken stand this bitch u jus dont kno she run around talkin shit when u step to her she run to the administrator like a lil bitch and deny every fucken thing and i hate that shit but i stepped to her like 2 or 3 times and she always wanna tell her brother or her mom and they call the pilice or some gay stuff its w/e tho cause that bitch got whats commin to her her people aint gon always b there cause that bitch do live in walkin distance *makes devious smile*
**Home** it might b funny at first but please dont laff it had me cryin for about and hour but when i was at my anger management thing my momwas on my computer and she seen all thse people uploadin my porn videos on bearshare and then when my dad came to pick me up he was like do u have access to the internet i was like yea y he was like we will wait til we get home but i was pissed off cause he brung it up jus to tell me that he will tell me lata but then they told me and for some reason i got so mad and stormed out the room amd as hell and started to cry in the bathroom then i came out i was silent cryin at the time and then took 2 hydrocodone pills 1 tylenol PM and 1 Tylenol extra strength so i would go to sleep and not have to worry bout nuthin then i started to cry and outta no where i was thinkin bout all this other sad shit that happened like me not havin no grandparents ne more the tony drama and the the david stuff and all this goin bak and fourth form place to place all week cause like mon-thurs i go to anger management from 4:30 to 7:30 and i get home at 3:10 so i really dont have no time to do nuthin once i get home and then on friday from 6-8 i got step and thats like right after skool to but i get a lil more time so i get to eat b4 i go and stuff then on saturday from 10-2 we have jazz choir and step again or jazz choir and a workshop(dicussions) and then sunday i practice drivin and i have to wake up at like 7 or 8 to do that and its hard for me cause then i gotta stay up late to do homework or copy someone elses its too much work for me ya kno i jus wanna scream cause i b trinna stay awake in class its just...Whoa! someone help me please im so stressed out so thats alot of drivin for my parents to do so i was feelin gulty but i have never cried like that before i couldnt breathe my heart started to hurt and i was havin chest pains it was jus slot i felt like i burst a blood cell i was cryin so hard it look like i was smokin an ounce of weed my eyes were so low and red and my parents was orried cause they thot i was cryin over that and everytime they broght it up i would jus cry more and more and it was hard for me to stop i jus....i jus got 2 much to do and i cant really handle it
**Relationship** Still single but i kinda liek it im free to chose who i wanna b wit witout havin to worrk about if imma hurt somone else but imma stay single for a while and c how that work
those pills are getn 2 me so im bout to go to sleep goodnight...rite now i hope i dont wake up but bye love u if i dont
**Skool** iight skool been iight ya kno borin as hell cause all this dayum review we do cause its tha EOC's and EOG's and shit so its alot cause last week was my first week bak so i was doin alot to catch up and in this one class i ahve this girl amanda is in she a fucken dum ass bitch cause one day she wanna play the white girl role and b liek black people is so racist and we make her be ahamed of the color she is and how we use our color to scare white people... let me tell u that her dad is like burnt cookie black and her mom is really light like she can pass for white but she still black and some puerto rican or mexican or somethin....but then the next day she actin black talkin to people like wussup my nigga and all this shit i cant fucken stand this bitch u jus dont kno she run around talkin shit when u step to her she run to the administrator like a lil bitch and deny every fucken thing and i hate that shit but i stepped to her like 2 or 3 times and she always wanna tell her brother or her mom and they call the pilice or some gay stuff its w/e tho cause that bitch got whats commin to her her people aint gon always b there cause that bitch do live in walkin distance *makes devious smile*
**Home** it might b funny at first but please dont laff it had me cryin for about and hour but when i was at my anger management thing my momwas on my computer and she seen all thse people uploadin my porn videos on bearshare and then when my dad came to pick me up he was like do u have access to the internet i was like yea y he was like we will wait til we get home but i was pissed off cause he brung it up jus to tell me that he will tell me lata but then they told me and for some reason i got so mad and stormed out the room amd as hell and started to cry in the bathroom then i came out i was silent cryin at the time and then took 2 hydrocodone pills 1 tylenol PM and 1 Tylenol extra strength so i would go to sleep and not have to worry bout nuthin then i started to cry and outta no where i was thinkin bout all this other sad shit that happened like me not havin no grandparents ne more the tony drama and the the david stuff and all this goin bak and fourth form place to place all week cause like mon-thurs i go to anger management from 4:30 to 7:30 and i get home at 3:10 so i really dont have no time to do nuthin once i get home and then on friday from 6-8 i got step and thats like right after skool to but i get a lil more time so i get to eat b4 i go and stuff then on saturday from 10-2 we have jazz choir and step again or jazz choir and a workshop(dicussions) and then sunday i practice drivin and i have to wake up at like 7 or 8 to do that and its hard for me cause then i gotta stay up late to do homework or copy someone elses its too much work for me ya kno i jus wanna scream cause i b trinna stay awake in class its just...Whoa! someone help me please im so stressed out so thats alot of drivin for my parents to do so i was feelin gulty but i have never cried like that before i couldnt breathe my heart started to hurt and i was havin chest pains it was jus slot i felt like i burst a blood cell i was cryin so hard it look like i was smokin an ounce of weed my eyes were so low and red and my parents was orried cause they thot i was cryin over that and everytime they broght it up i would jus cry more and more and it was hard for me to stop i jus....i jus got 2 much to do and i cant really handle it
**Relationship** Still single but i kinda liek it im free to chose who i wanna b wit witout havin to worrk about if imma hurt somone else but imma stay single for a while and c how that work
those pills are getn 2 me so im bout to go to sleep goodnight...rite now i hope i dont wake up but bye love u if i dont