Our noses have begun to rust...

Jun 24, 2005 02:44

Let's see, what has been going on. I really haven't been on the net at all this past month. So much crap going on.

Well I bought a new 160gb HD for my computer. I lost many files in the transfer process, but nothing TOO important. I have my writings always backed up on my Mp3 player, thankfully.

My grandmother has been in the hospital. She was very ill, vomiting and just very confused. She kept repeating herself over and over. It reminded me of when my grandfather passed away. All he used to say was "open the door" in Spanish, over and over. But thankfully we went to see her today and she is doing better. She is talking alright and remembers stuff, so I am glad she is alright. When the time comes for her to go, it will be very hard. She has been there all my life. I know after she goes my mother's side of the family will just split apart, it had slowly been happening since my grandfather died ten years ago.

I have stopped writing just to let it all build up. I find that not writing for awhile makes me write better. I have an idea for another book. I think I will start on it when I come back to writing. I doubt I will ever finish them but maybe one day I will, eh.

I have been playing Grand Theft Auto San Andreas way too much lately, pretty much everyday. It is definitely one of the best games I have ever played. It is the first game since Mortal Kombat II for the genesis that I have paid full price for. Fifty bucks just seems way too much to spend on a video game when I can get a greatest hits title for like fifteen.

Well I finally went a rheumatologist and told I probably have a muscular disease called fibromyalgia. They basically describe it like I have been all along. It feels like your body has the flu all the time, you know that weakness and just general fatigue. I also have degenerative disc disease in my lower back and just plain old good arthritis. I am one fucked up person, I don't think I will ever want to have kids so I don't pass on all this shit. At least I got some muscle relaxers to help me sleep better because that fibromyalgia also caused sleep disorders which I have, basically it is like parts of my body don't want to fall asleep and they twitch all night. So I can't go into a deep sleep like normal people do. Anyways hopefully I can find the right kind of meds to help me feel some what normal.

My birthday is the 25th, Saturday. My sister rented a suite in one of the casinos in Vegas. There will be much gambling and drinking involved. I hope I win a jackpot or something so I can just retire early, ha. I know she is going to try and get me vomiting drunk but I won't let her. Also I think she is going to try and get me to try some weed but I don't think I want to. Yeah, chicken... whatever, i'm afraid I might like it.

Good night and have pleasant tomorrow.

Take Care,
David
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