why :(
Why is it when u think things are looking up something has to come up that makes that fly out the window. I have less then 2 months left in this hell hole until I see my wife and kids and I could start seeing the light but now there is no way to get to the top. My gramma is in the hospital right now and there is nothing that I can do about it. I hate that felling the felling that u are weak and helpless. She just moved down to Florida from South Carlina and ever since they got there she has been in ICU. Why does that happen? There is nothing I can do but sit her and wait for a fucking email from my mom telling me about what is going on. What makes it to where it has to be hard to live in this life I call mine when at times it does not feel like it. WHATEVER