The Positive Me
I am happy. My overall life is filled with hardships but I am happy. I have broken away from most things/people that have been plaguing are gone. I love most of my family. Jackson is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He is the first person that earned not just my love but unconditional love before he ever took his first gasp of air. At home I am excited to be here everyday. There are some days where I wish I could just hang out with my roommates all day. They saved me when I was on a road to hell. I am professionally and educationally excelling. Who knew all I had to do was stay with these bitches and my life would all make sense. Hopefully neither read this or else they have won a small battle. There are days when I wake up and hate my boss so much that I dread work, but overall I don't hate it. I love the people on my team. I do still miss Jake. Re-reading these posts and the past have just been flooding me with his memories. I may never fully heal from him. I may never love anyone again as much as I loved him. But the new people/love in my life are irrevocably the best group I have ever been with. Mr. Fabulous is the new man in my life. He, my roommates,their counterparts and I are all living in a state of hilarious, serene and amazing state of perfect union. I feel better now than I ever have. Life is good.