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So last night was some bullshit drama, and then you know, i know this is live and i know some people in the situation will read it but i don't care cause this is my place to let it out. So i know that some people can't see the bad in others, but i can. I don't belive any of this and i believe that certain person is making huge mistake and its only gonna end bad again. Now we all know that i love to kick people in the balls, but i don't want to be put in the position where i have to, to defend my friends honor. I have enough anger issues. But you know what its none of my god damn business and i will keep my fucking nose out of it from now on. I just won't be around when certain person is cause i don't like him i think he is devious and full of scandles and i am intitled to my opinion, so i will shut the fuck up and just steer clear. ON another note i fucking hate the world. All i want is my damn couch out of my apartment and as time is going by with only a day left it seems as if its a lost cause. Can't rely on my family for any help of course not.I keep thinking about how my life use to be and then i get to thinking of how much i miss being younger. I miss wrestling meets, calbe, MY OWN ROOM, not talking to any of my family, coach tonte, Dustin, .......Speaking of dustin, my mom gave me the news today that there is something wrong with dustins blood. I am scared. What if.....? If it happens then i won't be able to go on, sounds silly but its true. And i think Abercrombie and i are finally at the end, its a matter of days now. So you know is there going to be anything good that happens soon? Where did my life go? FUCK IT!