In the midst of the most painful faces…
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Today is the 30th. 3 days from now is the 3rd.
And I totally have Comatose *dies*
God loves me, and has pity on my sorry soul.
This. Is. Amazing. Hoooowwwww do I get so lucky in stuff like this? That’s just not even cool. Am I near tears? Indeed. I’m not sure why. But this record is *it* right now. For sure. My mind is blown. My stomach has a knife in it. My chest is stuck between breaths. It. Is. That. Good.
So yea. I suppose that last post was a random freak out? Who knows. But I know for now- having this record- it totally wipes away any thinking. and I’m stubborn, and stupid, but right now…that’s what’s gonna happen.
I have been made quite giddy.
hahaha. of all the days to decide to rock- I must say, I’m rather surprised with today being the day.
*shudders* okay. the pop punk song is just too much lol. It could be good. It really could. but…no…lol. Eeeeek and the echo yells. I had forgotten the lameness.
why do people rock so much? I shall never know. Especially certain people. because…I mean. You can only reach such a level of awesomeness until…you explode? hahaha. Wow. Past circumstances makes that comment even funnier.
Going from the worst mood possible, to such a fake happiness is amazing. And like I said- I totally realize that the happiness I have now will wear off soon. But by then, I plan on not sucking so much.
And the rest of the songs have a very notable lacking of Korey vocals. Is it sad that thrills me? Maybe. But thank God lol.
Walk this world alone try to stay on my feet
Sometimes crawl, fall, but I stand up cause I’m afraid to sleep
And open my eyes to a new day, with all new problems and all new pain
All the faces are filled with so much anger
Losing our dignity and hope from fear of danger
After all the wars, after settling the scores, at the break of dawn we will be deaf to the answers
There’s so much bigotry, misunderstanding and fear
With eyes squinted and fists clinched we reach out for what is dear
We want it we want
We want a reason to live
We’re on a pilgrimage
A crusade for hope
Cause in our hearts and minds and souls we know
We need it we need
We need more than this
Going through this life looking for angels
People passing by looking for angels
Walking down the streets looking for angels
Everyone I meet looking for angels
So many nations with so many hungry people
So many homeless scrounging around for dirty needles
On the rise, teen suicide, when we will realize
we’ve been desensitized by the lies of the world
We’re oppressed and impressed by the greedy
Whose hands squeeze the life out of the needy
When will we learn that wars, threats, and regrets are the cause and effect of living in fear
Who can help protect the innocence of our children
stolen on the internet with images they can’t forget
We want it we want
We want a reason to live
We represent a generation that wants to turn back a nation
To let love be our light and salvation
We need it we need
We need more than this
I became a savior to some kids I’ll never meet
Sent a check in the mail to buy them something to eat
What will you do to make a difference, to make a change?
What will you do to help someone along the way?
Just a touch, a smile as you turn the other cheek
Pray for your enemies, humble yourself, love’s staring back at me
In the midst of the most painful faces
Angels show up in the strangest of places
-ediiiiittttt- vocals. vocals. vocals. vocals. are BACK like woah.
Today is filled with more empty joy than I’ve had in a long time. Empty? maybe not empty. But like…kinda…’pointless in the end’ joy…but MAN I’ll take it! I am amazed!