A.R.K= A random act of kindness?
So once again my tendency to think the best of everyone and devote myself to them was my downfall. I know that I jump and throw myself into people and attach and give myself to them entirely and I am always willing to give everything but as the pattern repeats, I get left with nothing but memories and what if's. It's always when I am certain and I feel deep down that it'll be different too, it never is. I really need it to be this time too..I can't keep living the same pattern. I am determined not to but I can't make people see that I am worth keeping around and I'm not gonna try to convince people too either. Either they want me around as much as they say they do and their actions will prove it, or they don't and I'll come to terms and deal with it eventually.
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