Life and something like it

May 10, 2010 00:04

Yeah...so here I am again. And once again, I am single. Don't get me wrong, that doesn't bother me, because this relationship was over long before it began, anyway. But still, he could have had the balls to tell me he didn't want to see me anymore and not make me find out by checking his facebook. Something told me to check his facebook the other night and lo and behold, I find he is with some chick named Sam. Alls I can say to that is that I hope he is happy. And he will get his day and when that day comes, I will be there to cast the first stone. The problem is, I listened to the lies he spewed me, when I told myself, that after Mike,  I wouldn't listen to anymore lies. *sighs* So I feel that I got myself into this. Yeah, and he got something out of it, too. Something that I can never get back. The same thing most guys are after. I hope that this Sam chick knows what she is getting herself into. And I hope that he talks to her more than he did to me, because that's what a relationship is based on, is communication, and he seriously lacks those skills. *sighs* Oh well. Now's the time I wish that Dick had stayed here....

So.....have you ever wanted something so bad but you're not sure how to tell the people around you because you don't know how they will react to it? Yeah. There's something I've been wanting lately, but I haven't been sure how to broach the subject to my mom. Not to mention, I am seriously lacking funds. But if I can get the funds to do it, I think it might be something that might change my life, and the people's lives around me, for the better...... Unless of course I can get the idea out of my head.....But this is something I think I am being led to do, a higher calling of some sort, or something like that, depending on the religion you believe in. So....we'll just have to see.

More later,

Cori
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